I used to be serious...I used to think of everything in the nights,scared.
At night I couldn't sleep,I couldn't talk,I couldn't eat...
...I never understood what I felt nor what I lived.
I used to be a lonely wanderer,walking around without course,looking for something to please myself in the painful nights...those called me a person without love in the heart.
I always holded myself with my own arms,believing somebody would do that for me...waiting for somebody to appear at the end of the street...trying to understand my feelings.
Somebody that would hold my hands...and say comfortable words.
For so long I wished to hear words of kindness,for so long I wished to feel love...
...for so long I wanted to know somebody different;one that I could call ''special''.
Everything faded with time,while friends became enemies and love became anger...just because I never understood life...and why the addiction to love...and why my heart disappears when I don't feel love...and the reason I feel not loved....also the reason I wanted to understand why I rejected everything.
Many I have expelled with a cold heart...from my life. And I don't regret.
Seeing all I been,and all I am at this time,I can only say you have power to change me.
You did answer all the questions...you did tell me how better it is to a smile than not to...
...how better it is to love than to hate...and I changed my ways,I changed myself for you.
Love is stronger than anything,it binds,it entangles. I wish to stay trapped in your love forever.
Daniel Viana Alencar.
